I had the last two days off. Overall, I’m very disappointed at how little I did. Yesterday I was feeling very anxious (and maybe depressed), very sleepy. I kept napping/laying down, and it turned into a complete waste of a day in the end. Today I managed to write myself a to-do list (which I’ll include below) and did a few chores, but that’s about it.

I’ve been trying to get myself to do daily crafting on RuneScape but I really don’t want to. 101 Crafting today. That… might be the last level for a while lol, because writing this right now has made me really realize how badly I don’t want to play right now. Even when I tried doing AFK things, the whole time I’m going “this isn’t AFK enough and it’s just distracting, I hate this”. I’ll probably check back in when the Christmas event comes out, but for now I’m peacing out again.

I’m thinking that tomorrow I’m going to try to do a scary thing: tell my boss that I’d like to transfer locations. I also plan to actually start getting help to get a new job entirely, but for now this is a necessary change.

To do list items completed:

• Eat brunch
• Dishes
• Eat supper
• Pills, supplements
• Laundry
• Rake leaves: Front yard
• Vacuum house
• Clean kitchen
• Fill pill bottles