100 Woodcutting like a week ago on MWI. Tomorrow I’ll be finishing 100 Crafting and soon after 100 Cooking (then on to my combat arc finally).

A few days ago I noticed I was really low on GP on Iron Zant, and I finally sold stuff (mostly rune arrows) and to my surprise blasted past 100M GP. I also got 102 Runecrafting but forgot to save the screenshot.

Today, 105 Smithing.

IRL, I’m doing overall pretty good on improving my gym-going. Definitely not where I’d like to be (ideally, going 4-5 times per week), but currently going once every 4 days maybe, but still an improvement from my once every 5 days I was a couple weeks ago, and before that it was once every like 10… and then once a month before that… so yeah, slowly more and more frequent. Where I really need to make progress is increasing my cardio (I’ve cut calories quite a bit and can already feel change, but I don’t have a scale to know how much I weigh). I’m doing terribly in terms of actually doing *anything* in my life right now, and to a horrendously irresponsible level. For example, forgetting that I had to do taxes until today (so I have a month to do that now). Really it can all boil down to: being too scared to do things (but more specifically, overwhelmed/confused), using games and YouTube as an escape and doing that literally all day. I might’ve said this before, maybe even the last post lol?, but I’m becoming increasing ashamed and embarrassed by myself in that I have lived in this city for going on two years and haven’t gone on a single date or hookup (despite being literally surrounded by people), haven’t done anything that uses the close proximity of the city offerings, haven’t hung out with friends more than like 4-5 times … I could go on. I need to get organized, start making progress on doing things, and setting time aside for these things. The easy hookups I’m missing out on… what is wrong with me?